Things Going On:

1) I haven't talked about art in a long time and it fucking blows. I mean, I've talked about it, but not to people who I think really understand "art" in the way that anyone from STAC does. (both students, alumni, Luke, and anyone who came in to do a workshop)

2) I haven't gone to the city as much as I'd like and the times I did go, I went with people I really didn't want to go with in the first place.

3) I'm just starting to get into whats going on around the world again for the first time in a year and I feel like an infant in that aspect.

4) I want to have the time to go to places spontaneously. I wanna go to old houses, woods, beaches, etc. I just want to go.

5) I need to force myself to start writing again. I don't care if I don't like the outcome, I need to start writing again.

6) I'm the one still holding myself back. Even after everything I've learned in my life and how much I always regret not doing something, I'm still my own enemy.

7) I want Spring and Summer right away so I can start going outside more. I can take staying inside anything anymore. I'm getting some sort of cabin fever even if I'm out driving. I'm in a car, I don't want to be in a car, I want to be on my feet.